"Nasanay ka lng na nsayo pa, peo pghnanap mo na, wla na pla."

I have this gift...that my friend gave me a couple of months ago.

I used to wear it around.

'Til i came to notice i have to put it away for awhile.

So I kept it in a bag
that i kept in another, and another, and another.


All this time I was completely convinced that it's just there. My friend even asked me why i don't have it with me. Confidently,i told him I have it back home.



But when the time came i wanted to put it back on,to my dismay,it's not there.

I started looking in every bag within my reach.
Til i fell desperately searching every corner of the house.
After a couple of hours of being such a jerk.. I got convinced.


I'VE BEEN TRAPPING MYSELF THIS WHOLE TIME!

Believing some things STILL exist when they no longer don't.







Sometimes, we have to reclaim ourselves.
When we fall desperate over somthing, we have to look deep into us once in a while... just to check if things are still going well within us--
To see if the things we have and the things we THINK we have still match up.
And if they don't, put yourself back in place.

Learn from it that there are things we lose on the way...unknowingly.
Things that we no longer have but get us caught in the IDEA OF HAVING it.








And the only way out of it... is to learn to admit, accept and finally LET GO.

LET THE SECRET DIE IN YOU..

someone told me,
"LET THE SECRET DIE IN YOU.."










then i said,
NO.
I'll "LET THE SECRET DIE WITH ME."









uu emo :P haha
pakamatay kna OLOL ! HAHA

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some secrets are really meant to be kept.
That is exactly why they have to be a secret in the first place.
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bihirang maisulat ang kaligayahan

ni minsan b hindi ka nagtaka,
bakit 2wing malungkot ka, andami mong nasasabe?
blog k ng blog tungkol sa mga pilosopiya mo sa buhay at kung anu2.
samantalang pag masaya ka,
ang nasasabi mo lng,
"grabeh. ang saya2x !"
wla kng mgwa kundi mgpost lng ng picture kht wlng makita !!!??.



ggwan mo b un ng tula ?


ndi nmn db ??




bkt bihirang maisulat ang kaligayahan.

kanina, nkwento sakin ni PAM,ipinabasa sa kanila un .
aun.(prng wla lng dw. kase super tgalog everprng wlng sense xguro :P
haha.)

pag masaya ka, you express it to the highest level db !?
tawa ng tawa . hala . sige . tawa .
kulang nlng as in xbhn mo,"woo.MASAYA AKO!!"

peo pg malungkot ka . aba . umiiyak kb ng todo2x ?
sa harap ng mdming tao ?
o nagmumukmok k ln sa kwarto. tpos pnipilit mu klimutan.
pa'sound3p2x pa. puo senti nmn. so gnun din.
muntangalang!


diba. anung point?

wala :)
haha

joke.


ibig xbhn nun,

pg masaya ka, you let it out .
pg malungkot ka, you keep it in .

tulad lng ean ng GAMIT.
pg itinago mo, maiiwan tlga sau..
peo kpg ipinamigay mo.. mwwla at malilimutan mo agad.


yn din ang dahilan kung bakit pag masaya ka,
KAHIT GANU KPA KASAYA,pg meh bglng nangyreng mlungkot,
di mo na mppncn kung ganu ka NAGING kasaya.


:((



so kung malungkot ka,
try mo i-announce ! bka mwala !!
db !!!



>>KUNG PDE LNG E !
kea lng di lht ng bgay pde mu ipaalam sa lht ..
meh mga bgay na nakakacra, nkakasama,
call me plastic, call me liar,
bsta alm ko, im just doin wuts lesser evil ! :P
hahaha



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